1st of June

Its the first day of winter, and nothing seems to have changed as a result.

The sky was its usual steely white blue, so typical of winter. It clouds were their usual pearly grey, so typical of the sun/rain weather. And the trees were finally bare of their foliage, except for a few last stragglers dangling precariously in tuffs of ones and twos.

It was still dark when I managed to haul my body out of bed, with sheer will power if nothing else. I sat there for a few moments, thinking, thensmiling. it was going to be a good day.

And indeed it was. i think i've learnt many things today, both about myself and some other people. It marks a beginning I think, an epiphany.