Truth

Could you let down your hair and just be transparent for awhile?
While we all try to figure this out and hopefully come up with a compromise that will work out for all.
Honesty is a hard attribute to find, when we all want to seem like we've got everything figured out.
I won't kid myself into thinking that all is where it should be, for there is no such thing as the perfect situation.
I'm just too tired to try and find faults in something that only feels wrong.
But evidently I'm not the only one.
And it's at times like this that things either break or mend, with a little push.
When it's way past time that neither should, would, could happen.

Let me be the first to say that I don't have a clue, I dont have all the answers
I'm not going to pretend like I do.
Indeed, when you strip this whole thing down to it's bare bones, you'll find that I'm probably more confused than most.
All the details just gliding discreetly over my head while I try to grapple with what I've managed to wrestle down.
So don't look at me and ask me what to do.
I don't know where we will go, what we will see, what will happen in a years time or even tomorrow.
Let's just hope there is something kind, out there, that will turn us towards what's good.
In the end, we're just trying to find our way out the best way we know how.

Well I haven't memorized all of the cute things to say, but I'm working on it.
This is an art form that I plan to master someday.
Just as communication is more complicated than any maths puzzle you can make.
Say something to me, anything.
Because, like you, it doesn't really matter now, what we say.
It's the voice being there that matters and we're all just as needy and lost as yesterday.
If I really just quoted famous lines off the top of my head.
Will you be happy, or will you understand every word I'm trying to say?
And in the end, we're just trying to find a way to voice all the things we already know anyway.

I haven't gotten it all figured out quite yet, but even if it takes my whole night, I'll get to the bottom of this.
And if I should fall asleep, then it'll still be alright.
Because I'll be one step closer to you and my dreams will carry my conscious into a place
Perhaps better for thinking than this distracting reality we're living
I'll figure out this somehow, and we'll still be trying to find our own way to each other.
Either way, we'll be together as long as we keep up those steps

- "Trying to Find My Way"
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