Reminiscence

Reminiscence-

Tossing and turning
and cant stop thinking
I cant stop remembering
remembering when there was a you and I

Can't stay away
and I cant bear to stay
I cant close my eyes
and watch that video of you play

And I'm still here
Wanting to say

I curse the day you entered my life with sunshine
Cry for the day you chased away the rain
Hoping to forget the day you left
Leaving me with shadows for company again

Staring at an empty hallway in my own house
Touching the photographs in cracked frames
Cant help but think that maybe
You're not the only one that I need to blame

Lying wide awake
Staring at the clock
It beats, tick-tock
and back to the starless ceiling

it's funny how it rains
so much now days
Each raindrop falling as if
Crying the tears that I cant shed

And I'm still here Wanting to say

I curse the day you entered my life with sunshine
Cry for the day you chased away the rain
Hoping to forget the day you left
Leaving me with shadows for company again

Staring at an empty hallway in my own house
Touching the photographs in cracked frames
Cant help but think that maybe
You're not the only one that I need to blame

They tell me
Just be happy
Easier said then done
But I'm trying

And to tell you that I'm really okay
Listening to you say things like
I really cant move on
History, too much history

And I'm still here
Wanting to say

I curse the day you entered my life with sunshine
Cry for the day you chased away the rain
Hoping to forget the day you left
Leaving me with shadows for company again

Staring at an empty hallway in my own house
Touching the photographs in cracked frames
Cant help but think that maybe
You're not the only one that I need to blame

Oh, wont you set me free
Just go away and leave me in peace